to whom it may concern:

i wont b using dis xanga account nemore! mah new one is http://www.xanga.com/da_female_neo haha....i decided to go with the lame username! newayz go to that blog instead of this one from now on - rite now its almost identical so reli no big difference :P :D:D cyaz later

mmMMMmmm.....something really weird has happen'd in mah life recently!!..kind of a good weird though, i dont know how it happen'd, mayb it mite be God cos i sure havent done anything special........suddenly my mood or my happiness doesn't depend as much on situations anymore. it may sound wEiRd, but...no matter what kind of dai ive had, sumhow deres still JOI in mah heart...!!! hheehe....er....its cool tho! i hope it lasts  of course if sad or bad stuff happens it still pulls me down a little but ive actually realised wat we've been saying all along...we really dont hav it bad at all...we are blessed with such good lives...such gReAt pple around us...cool frens -- not as cool as mE of course haha  (just JoKiNg of course, u noe wat i'm really like neway!....i can here u all hissing, 'wat a loser!')

its been such a big and great change anyway bcos before i was always letting situations change my mood but i've got to try and overcome that...YPs has had a really great section for the past few weeks (probabli a lot of weeks ago for everyone else cos i'm really far behind in mah devotions) they did a section on the fruit of the spirit and the stuff about joy and all the rest is so true...it can really relate. joy and happIneSs comes not from circumstances...but from JeSuS!

oooOOOoooonOOOooooOOO....planEt shaKerS!! i thought i could go but i couldnt...and now no one is going...ahh....well there is always next next year! hopefully we can arrange everything earlier next time and actually GO! it would be so gooooood :)

i'm annoyed at msn...i dont like talking to pple on msn!! way prefer real life! telephone is ok too but the bad thing is u can onli talk to one person at a time unless u do 3-way...or 4-way....etc etc....dats onli if uve got money to waste

since i'm blabbing on now i should go...wen is steph gonna get a xanga account? :S i'll nag her.......ainslie u can help me...hehe...we must expand our PLC xanga *group*......

yeh, i cant believe da year is ALMOST OVA tho!! only wat, one more week...then speech nite...i dont wanna b 15....dats wai too old....the best years of our lives are flying by and i'm too busi to appreciate it! can u imagine being old and not being able to do any physical stuff anymore? man so boring! cant run, cant muck around, cant play bball (hehe 9L and 9N combined fave sport) or soccer, cant do the mat thingggg....i hope i dont get arthritis u noe. dat would b the end of me! *sobs* or start losing hairs...ew....i once had this piano examiner who was half-bald...n it was a woMan..i was only like ten and i was frEaked being in that little room with her.....aaaAAAA...but memories come from just thinking about it...

nah i'm just being mean...she reli was quite nice...despite the fact that she couldnt hear half the things i sed so i doubt she could hear my piano playing properly

i finally handed my form in, five days late...i'm not doing the selected class next year...for reasons onli soME pple noe hehehe! no big deal neway..LiFe GoEs oN!! life alwaiz goes on!! i'm in a super happy drifty mood rite now so i'll end with>>>cya! loVe to aLL (*)

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*the scientist* coldplay
*bigger than my body* john mayer
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amazing love, how can it be
that you mah King should die for me
amazing love, i noe its true
n its mah joy tah honor You, in all i do
to honor You
-newsboys

****keanu reeves and hayden christensen forever!!!! and orlanda bloom....and that really really really nice won bin pic!!!! and justin timberlake!!!!! and homer simpson hahaha****

maths exam over...phew.....please dont DONT ask me how it went......hhehe....life is good....but a little yuck at the same time....rarely ever felt so left out b4...but i'm getting thru it :S :)! still, lifes pretty good! cant wait to see revolutions and cant wait till yr 9 sem is over once n for allll........i totalli 4get wat else i was gonna rite

before i start blabbing on about my day...i'd just wanna say that i'll be getting a new xanga account sumtime in the near future...cos this username is yucki...but first i need to think of a new username. rite now i only have a list of gay ones...kat helped me a bit! which one should i use???

~ thrill_seeker

~ the_female_neo <--- ahahaha i'm such a psycho i wanna use dis one!!! (or da_female_neo)

~ the_one_and_onli (me of course)

~ amity something? thats such a nice word lar...its also a name....amity means "friendship" in english and "love" in latin...so nice....i luv dat word...oh great grace ur falling in love with a word wat next!! hehe....

it would be really good if anyone could just giv me an opinion on any of those names or others...insults welcome :) (and will be returned nah just jk!) either way i'll be changing my account soooo.....

ummm about todai....well at recess i told wei yan, megan and wei minn (and anyone else who was sitting around listening in) about how this GUY at chinese class has fallen in LOVE with KAT...but she doesnt know who it is since they talked to her over MSN hehee....i know who it is lar....she's hoping its onli a girl playing a joke on her (?)....anywayz megan and nessa and wei minn starting talking about how they used to pretend they were guys on msn and trick people????? i'm not totally sure what they were saying, but i remember sum1 saying that jess (wu) got on msn and went straight up to wei minn and sed, "hi, will u be my girlfriend?" yes, i know i hav some very strange friends who like to pretend to be males???? online??? (note: i go to a girls school) dont ask me, i was a bit out of it then. WELL i guess its not hard for them to pretend to be guys anyway (hint hint) hehehe.....wei yan cracked up at that. and megan gave me the evil eye....that reminds me of something really funni that happened wen we were playing basketball before PE on tuesday...i cant rite it up now cos i dont have time....but if u were there u'll remember it....natasha taking off her jacket and everyone else instinctively turning away going errrr uncomfortably. and weiminn's reaction was just classic! i seriousli am worried that wat megan and vanessa sed was rite - that we act so much like guys....aaaaaaa.....anyway we're gonna put that scene in our yr 12 video apparently.

back to the recess conversation....suddenly we were talking about what type of personalities we would have if we were guys. a day as a guy....disturbing....wei n wei thought it would be interesting...and of course some other pple had to make sum sik comments....:P a day as a guy? scary thought....neway who would we be if we were guys....

megan// yucki looking (thats the part u didnt here wei yan say!!! uh oh....dont kill me for riting that...go kill wei) but super-smooth with the girls ahaa...and probabli super-smooth dancer too! <-- i'll add that in to make up for the first bit

weiminn// i crack up every time i picture her as a guy...the way she does that eyebrow thing...the poking....she'd be a crazy and very funny friend....as wei yan sed it would be good to have her as a guy-friend....

jo// the cool, quiet one ...no doubts about dat!

weiyan// the nerdy one, but very very sophisticated with lots of manners

vanessa// the cool one who’s afraid of girls ahahahaha....hehe...suits I think....i remember wen me and her and weiyan were walking around school during human studies (the teacher wasnt in the classroom yet) bcos weiyan had lost her pencilcase....just our luck, that day it was yr 10 human relations day, and at that moment ALL the scotch boys came parading down the corridor, entering the school....we were trying to walk by without being seen....nessa was practically hiding near the wall, asking if we could pls go another way! P:P:P

jess wu// the stupid pervert. the people who sed this sed it in another language. i hope jess doesnt read this.

alice// i forgot hers exactli, i dont think we finalised it cos she wasnt there....but she as sumwhere between a quiet dude, and a sicko....u figure it out.

jackie//she was the sporti one! and cool (H) <--msn language

me//i was sum sort of cross between a half-nerdy guy who dresses cool (no long socks and shorts thanx) and a sporty dude! the scari thing is that weiyan sed i would be the kind of guy she would go for.....*edge away nervously as megan advised me to

kat wasn't there but weiyan and i did her anywayz// the supernerdy weirdo who swims!!! hahahahaah

apparentli she and weiyan did some other ones during their maths class....but i wont put them up...g2g now, more next time!

yesterday was friday. it was a pretty interesting friday. one bad thing was that i woke up sick, which was a BIG pooey bummer, since it was BASKETBALL dai! in da car on da wai to school my dad kept telling me not to any physical stuff at school, dont play sport, etc etc....i was busi coughing and blowing my nose....

oh umm basketball dai...that just means...9L and 9N...kind of..plai each other at lunch, for funnn....and i (sometimes) become an honorary 9N person (i noe, how sad, i'm degraded  - just kidding, no offense to 9N pple of course).

human studies, geog, science, history.....human studies we just talked about comm action....zzz.....not too interesting....wei yan and kat were signing stuff to each other since they went to dat deaf place...i understood nothing of course . geography was in the GIS room...everyone's stressing so much they're tearing out what few hairs they have left....they whole things been stuffing up ever since we've started and now we have to redo the whole mapping thing!! ...lets see....science...we kept on talking about the chemical composition of foods...taking down notes....susanne started stabbing me in the head about twenty times with her pacer...she was using me to get the lead going. i started stabbing her in return...luckily i have three pacers....only as a defence of course

in history we got our tests back....enough sed. then at lunchtime, no one wanted to play basketball cos of the RE test next period....few of us went newaiz :P crazi studying pple grrr......basketball was ok but the sun was like an oven...mayb my dad was rite about not playing sport....wasnt feeling too good. ah well no pain no gain...it was worth it...being on the 9L team this time meant being on the same team as yaya and janine...two super basktball freaks. i think they would hav played better without me :D

RE test, latin. i was desperateli in need of tissues during those two period, i was blowing my nose on my hands and my dress....nah just JOKING of course, i'm not sick like the rest of you. :P

after school, i had to stay till 4.30...ainslie, yaya and jess wu were also staying back (as well as wei and wei, kat, tina and maggie well she's a boarder so not like she can leave....and some others but they all disappeared in various ways) sooo...guess wat we did....we played basketball...AGAIN! we were gonna do the MAt Thing but some gymnastics pple were using the gym...i was so disappointed.....

after jess took a leak we grabbed bballs and went to the courts....me being dum, i was trying to bounce the ball down the steps...it rebounded and rlollled far away, down a steep bit, next to the tennis courts, WHERE ALL THE MALE TEACHERS WERE PLAYING TENNIS. that includes mr squibb mr philips and heaps of others, i didnt look clearly, its not like i'm interestted in them....that's not the bad thing tho. the bad thing is that JUST MY LUCK, a HUUUGE gust of wind comes along and blows....

remember we are wearing DRESSES.

fortunately, i was wearing shorts underneath. unfortunateli, i was in full view of the courts. and ainzo was of course going, "uh grace, ur dress...." thanks ainslie!!! :D:D

several games of knock out and around the world followed, and that pretty much ended my rather uneventful day! in parting, i'll just say a couple of things...1) PIANO EXAM MONDAI!!!!!! 2) KEANU REEVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3) I QUIT CHINESE CLASS!!!!!!!!

sayonara!